great... haven't started on ANY PTs! urgh. haven't even read thru the instructions!! =( been thinking about my future nowadays!! lol. sounds cool but it totally isn't! just read a manga about medicine practice in japan... i have considered being a researcher, like maybe dealing with viruses or stuff in the lab, and now thinking about forensic science, more of crime scene investigation i guess... talked to the counsellor in rgs. and she kinda asked me why not doctor since my personality test kinda said that i'm one who can work while with people and not really suitable for staying in the lab. but seriously i didn't know why i'm just totally not receptive to the idea of being a doctor. just realised why when i read the manga. politics. as in it isn't prevalent if you're just a doctor in a small clinic. but obviously i'll try to work at some hospital with modern tech for me to practice what i want right... especially at those huge hospitals, i'm sure some form of politics exist. many dramas about medicine also shows the fight for higher positions in the hospitals, like sucking up to the superiors, and it isn't about saving patients afterall. experimenting on patients, or only operating on those that aren't that sick to get better results for their thesis. aya whatever!! just don't like this kinda stuff. defeats the purpose of being a doctor. anyway, charlene and rox both want to be doctors, so be those good ones!!!

brain dead after doing TWO FREAKING CHINESE COMPO. and omg i seriously have this serious problem with communicating to DEEEP people, can't be bothered to elaborate. later kena misunderstood again. haiz. AM I SO UNCLEAR? why people keep MISUNDERSTANDING ME. URGH.

last minute decision to go china find my daddy from the 19th to 24th july.... just realised i have graded competition (squash) starting on the 18th. bleah. waste my 30 bucks. nvm at least i get my shirt....

MY RABBIT'S DAMN CUTE. and roxanne teo you better go watch JUMP with me!!

haven't been blogging for ages. maybe it's time to change blogskin. BUT he's just too cute :D anyway, read jiahe's blog. omg she's like OBSESSED with gakuen alice. totally can't believe i was the one that introduce to her that manga. like SERIOUSLY, I DON'T LIKE NATSUME AND MIKAN HUGGING OR KISSING PLEASE!!! natsume is cool when he's a loner. whatever craze!!! ahahahaha. lots of stuff happening nowadays. my life is soooo happening unlike WEIJIAHE'S. anyway, actually it's all squash. no squash training for 3 weeks!! but i enjoy playing with ruchi they all then going for training. anyway club and private training funner, since mr yang is just pure hilarious. ok... darryl and bryan and shawn are totally retarded. should totally be doing hw now.... since start of june hols until now all the hw pile up haven't finish yet.

stupid green racket. buy you for one week crack liao -.- MY MONEY!!! squash's fun though. but been playing everyday that my wrist hurts now. AND TENNIS MADE IT WORSE. bleah, realised it's not really my type of sports, but still, fun :D yeah i blog once in a blue moon (pardon me for my randomness cause i'm talking to spaz on msn now) anyway, since many people who ask me about the subjects or cca i wanna take in rj will know that i'm going overseas soon.... everyone's making me emo!!! ruchi lar!!! tell me what league wouldn't be fun without me -.- then aunty linda ask darryl to practice using skype -.- AHHH. and becky giving that cute pouty face!!! and weijiahe being screechy and stuff. will miss squash though, since they don't have squash as a cca...

stupid random rox!! buy me jellybeans!! hehe :D and totally coincidental to see the guys at PS yesterday!!! ahaha!! took the same bus as rox lin sergin zhangjie cheryl today!! like omg so many people. lame me decided to go out with ruchi only after i reached commonwealth!! wanted to go back to orchard but she said meet at lot 1 so we went there eat. then meet aunty linda and darryl. seriously guys can eat A LOT. 1 FOOT ALSO NOT ENOUGH. bleah bleah anyway after that came home...

yesterday's game was crap. but thanks vanessa and yinwen for coming down and calming me down!!! played like crap... could totally have won scc.... but nvm... dunnoe what the hell i was doing man. couldn't get to sleep yesterday so i am super tired now... nice mr yang send us home. bryan's super cute!! ahaha!! he told me not to cry when i got out of court!! so sweet!! lol. but OH YA. AT PS AT THE TOP FLOOR GOT THIS WEAPON SHOP!!! got rifles and stuff!! me and ruchi got SO EXCITED but lee was like shaking her head non stop. GOT ALL THE NARUTO AND BLEAH STUFF. omgomgomg. HITSUGAYA'S and like RENJI'S AND LIKE RUKIA'S AND BYAKUYA'S SWORDS!!! so cool man!! i'm so going there again!!! ok. super tired. shall blog when the blue moon's up again.

end of emoness- i hope.

ahhh!! this hols is CRAZY.

first monday: went to watch terminator salvation with sihui (pri school best friend) omg SUPER NICE and COOL. love manly shows hehe :P

first tues: went to ZOO with zhiyuan and rox and cui cui and shiwei!! omg super fun. just that the tram was so lame compared to night safari!! but still!! omg love polby which they bought for me since i couldn't 'bear' to put it down at the shop!! SO NICE OF YOU GUYS. and thanks shiwei for the pencilbox too!!

first wed to fri: went for cruise :D omg happy birthday porky jenn!! 21st birthday, she's an adult. can't believe it. SHE'S SO CHILDISH. disney princess -.- and poohs on her bed... got her sims 3, disney puzzle (belated) and really cool notepad :D glad i got a sis. help me cook and do all the girly stuff. and help me wash hair and buy me snacks. hehe. BUT I WANT A BROTHER =( CRIES... OH YA. the climax was!!!! BEACH VOLLEYBALL AT REDANG. it was CRAZILY BRIGHT THERE. omg, but the sand was WHITE and FINE. so nice to step on!! played with my cousin and uncle and my dad. my dad can play!! but the ball flies to space -.- my mum was EXVOLLEYBALL PLAYER. unbelievable!! she didn't even go to the beach. stayed indoors with a cap, umbrella and long sleeves and long pants. can't believe it....

sat: PEP... went to school take progress report. not too bad, but not satisfactory lar. hmmm then went to help out project grease (my buddy sam lee and yujin) then went for mr xu's wedding. hehe. me and char ate damn unglamly. didn't even use utensils for the cream puffs!!

sun: SPECIAL OLYMPICS whole day!! omg under the sun for the whole day!! me and jiayi (yeo jiayi) just got crazy and kept eating pudding and drinking water... then zhangjie and i went crazy about bof. LOVE KIM BUM. hehe. anyway, the end of special olympics bocce... PEOPLE STARTED POURING ICE AND COLD WATER AT ME. omg i was drenched -.- like even my hair.... seriously... but it was fun!!! hehe.

mon to wed: KK hospital attachment!! omg SUPER FUN. went to the diagnostic imaging department. xray mri ct fluoroscopy etc. super fun :D everyone was nice there :D but the kids were the cutest. except the part where you needa calm them down and make them stop crying or make them sleep or make them pee -.- haiz...

OMG FOR LEAGUE ladies div UCSC GOT 3rd!! WOOOOO. CHAMPIONSHIP CUP!!!! MUST WIN. YAY

thurs: SENTOSA WAS AWESOME. just that the sand was like SCORCHING and totally UNTOUCHABLE. we went into sea and played frisbeeee. hehe and built sandcastle. hehe. end up everyone was wet including those like lin and shiwei who didn't intend to be wet... play beach volleyball in the late afternoon. SUPER NICE. ahhhh!!! then went vivo play water!! hehe. went toysrus and the guys got guns. and then went to long john :D super fun day :D

fri: omg did beep test today. thought we were playing netball for team bonding -.- cheap my feelings. haiz. then training was .......... monotonous and ahem... went to help package choc then WENT TO GET MY TWO DWARF RABBITS. omgomgomg. one is brown and sleeps everywhere in any position and it eats non stop and it's quite dumb so we named it sleepy dumdumb. then the other one is white and pretty and princessy. but princess is such a common name so princey!! omg i am like cuddling it and hugging it and went to buy all their stuff which made me spend 174 bucks. hehe. but the shop keeper said the rabbits cost around 80 to 100 bucks each if we were to buy it from a shop :D HAPPY. LOVE THEM. bringing it to rox house!! hehe

loves them. AND POLBY.

ahhh. got back papers... not tooo badd but not good either. FREAKY char and i got the same marks for maths (initially) and chem!! AND SAME MARKS FOR GRADE 8 THEORY. FREAKED OUT! and ah.ha, pastlifetwins. how cool is that -.- with jiahe exclaiming how cool it is to get similar marks, since sec 3 -.- haiz... that's what happen when you get STUCK together for 4 years straight!! TABLEMATES IN SEC ONE?! i didn't even know that!! you didn't exist in my world, neither did i in yours :P hehe.

stupid cough, postponed my 2.4km to next week. everyone's running 13 mins... i'm SO SCREWED. the medicine isn't helping much. though it's spaz to eat like 4 types of medicine in one go... like for phlegm, throat inflammation, antibiotics and gastric. tooty.

was SO HAPPY YESTERDAY. FIRST TIME IN 2009 that i watched tv!! went shopping with my mum and ate at bakerzin again :D then went home to watch survivor, and this super touching and nice korean movie called brothers (i think). I ALWAYS THOUGHT bro and bro relationship is DAMN COOL. not that sis-sis relationship not fun but the thing about 'DIE TOGETHER' is just so cool. haiz. WHY AM I NOT A GUY. ok nvm. all the great shows... watched till 3am... then went to sleep waking up at 6AM!? for open house briefing -.- didn't go for club training today cause i went to help out for bocce. was fun though (:

WATCHED BOYS OVER FLOWERS. i'm sorry char!! but jap guys are TOO SCRAWNY. just looking at them makes me uncomfortable. hmm.... chinen is not scrawny so i shall kindly accept your idolism over him. (don't even know if there's such a word) okay, so i watched the korean version. i still think jerry yan is shuai-er, but kim bum is SO COOL. i just have this thing for guys with small eyes. but not sleepy eyes -.- like MESMERIZING. okay don't mind me. OH AND I LIKE BAD GUYS. ahahaha. AIZEN. okay he's kinda old. but i just like rebellious and fighting type but those who are loyal towards their friends (: but not ah beng lar. i sound so weird now.

hope next week can pass quickly... with all the business about open house and 2.4km and lots of stuff that i have actually forgotten. haiz. char we are freaky. although that used to happen to me and soph. i think we had enough of each other!! shall run away from you :P

long week

haven't been updating!! nothing interesting happening nowadays. MY LIFE IS SO BORING =(

anyway, had three tests on monday. bio phys and ss. screwed bio. like totally FAILED but heck liao lar. i even went for my club training on sat with my notes. but end up not even touching it :P by the time i reached home i just died and slept. lol. didn't really study for it, but even if i did i bet i'll fail it anyway.

dunnoe when i started coughing... but went to school on tues. boring day. me and char were just so bored and unhigh. managed to get pass it and did the 5 stations for pft. wasn't awesome but thinking that i haven't been training, or that i didn't even practice for it (not even in pe lessons), it was okay lar (: poor char, don't be so sad over your standing broad jump. the first try was warm up but second you got the timing off. but who cares!! you just needa know you can do it well if they gave you a third try (: oh ya.... the whole class got really depressed during physics... haiz, really make me think that life isn't that long afterall. should just cherish whatever we have now. grades aren't everything...

had mep test on wed, but didn't go to school in the morning. was choking at night :P mep test was the usual... but the les mis songs just GOT STUCK IN MY HEAD. it's so nice (: i wanna get their soundtrack (: my essay was crap though. i'm like crapping up things i don't even know if it's true. and wrote only one page.... went to find char they all before mep. they were complaining about how the class made mrs wong so angry... sometimes i pity her. she's trying her best already... didn't miss much though since wed we have free block and it's a short day...

went to school on thurs... physics and maths teacher not in school. during bio i was reading bleach... me and char slept during cle... and rs was normal... so practically just went to school for nothing...

didn't go to school on friday either... was planning to play squash with jiayi after school and pass her her presents. and meet up with cuicui to gayify zhiyuan's present. and grab my geog and eng file :P so i smsed char and bunny to help me pass my geog file to ruchi (: but i was so bored at home and had nothing to do since i have nothing with me...

AHHH, i was so excited about YESTERDAY. i was like HOPPING AROUND AT HOME. seriously!! practiced piano for the whole morning. but got bored of my exam piece so i just took out ALL my books and randomly sightread (: my sightreading improved!! hehe. packed my bag for extra clothes and shampoo etc to bathe after squash. didn't wanna go to zhiyuan's house stinkily. went to have lunch with the ladies (dunnoe what) team in my club at clementi. was aunty linda's treat (: had jap food. POOR BECKY SPRAINED HER ANKLE and she can't play for league!! =( luckily there's yinwen and others to take over (: talked for like an hour and stuff then went to singapore poly. persuaded yin wen to come afterall (: played three matches and stuff. waiting time was just chit chat!! talk non stop about anything (: ruchi and i just go crazy when we think about how nice the uncles and aunty linda is!! and CUTE MR YANG. ahaha. i start pestering yinwen when i got bored. and she just kept laughing -.- haiz. BROKE MY RACKET. the uncle i played with does lobbb serve!! and SO NICELY DIES. tried to get it but end up whacking it at the back wall.... didn't realise it cracked until end of the game. haiz. went to bathe and stuff then rushed to zhiyuan's house.

it was fun and nice to see everyone there again!! but most of the sec 4s just talked among ourselves. with the guys in another group and the sec 3 girls... urghh always forget zann is a sec 4 too. bleah. rens and cuicui both fell -.- and scraped their knee... but wasn't too bad or anything so hope they recover. got zhiyuan a SUPER COOL laptop bag with PINK ribbons on it (: the guys got him two puppets or sth. i dunnoe their names :P so yeah. ate curry bee hoon, his mum can cook well man. then ate cake, took picture. then watch the movie (i just can't remember the name) and zhiyuan had to warn us for gross scene like the arm spinning in the machine... but i still opened my eyes at the wrong time... saw all the gross stuff. and he bluffed us sometimes!! and forgot to warn us sometimes -.- such a helpful person... but anyway, thanks ryan's parents for sending us back to jurong. then went home. SO TIRED. but hate it whenever my dad goes on about squash... every time i reach home late after squash because of private training or school training or club league. he'll just say how it'll affect my studies. and when i tell him about my string snapping or broken racket or paying up for private training he'll just say how squash is useless and as if i'm gonna be a national squash player and stuff. he just thinks that badminton is the best since he plays it. he hasn't even seen a squash match before. never seen me play either. he doesn't even know that squash racket is heavier than a badminton racket -.- haiz. heck about him lar. obviously i'll try to get every ball. what's the point if i'm gonna give up retrieving the ball if it's near the wall to prevent my racket from breaking. bleah. shall just use my own money to get a new racket then.

prince or head???

running out of colours to use :P

having mep again... jiahe buggine me to update -.- so i shall please her :P sorry for being mean in school!!

anyway... as usual!! busy week!! reaching home at 10 plus 11pm! but club league is just so superly fun (: LOVE IT.

dunnoe if i should stick to violin or change to viola. so confused. but since i like lower sounding instruments i should convert to viola (:

played squash before coming for mep. luckily the sec 1s didn't have training in school courts. jiahe dee and i went to hit, and end up laughing more than playing squash -.- super funny, laughed till no more energy :P the school court soo soo slippery that i went to pick up a drop shot and totally slipped lar!! but my shot was nicely placed at the corner!! hehe, quite cool, just that my leg went hot after that, also dunnoe why, but not pain. just laugh until stomache lar. play for like 1 hour then super tired from laughing, so just stone at the squash courts till 2.50pm.

SO SAD SERGIN'S COCONUT JELLY WENT OUT OF STOCK. thai's thingy is AFFECTING US. OH NO! anyway, ORA's coming, and shall go around finding my friends' booths!! shall drag char rox and jiayi along :P

i should totally be composing my sonatina now since i gave up on my fugue...

so bored!!

dinos are cute, especially those that are stuck. so you better don't be so mean towards it!! i think sergin got the same one as you :P REPLY MY EMAIL ASAP, waiting EAGERLY for your reply! don't oversleep your evening nap -.-

bleah nothing much i guess, since things i'm crazy about isn't suitable to be written here :P

see ya then =)

shall start writing in short paragraphs...

HECTIC week. horribly.

was so bored the previous week since there wasn't any squash training for me. finally started training this monday. training was super fun. the school team players are having a break for 3 weeks, and Mr yang is gonna start training the sec 1s. so training's with ms joanna now. she's good i can say (: like going to every single court once in a while to check on our strokes etc. mr yang believes more in independent learning, since we are all sec 4s already. anyway, omg i did drills with melissa. she is so crappy can. i hit the ball low then she ask me to hit it higher -.- then when i lob it then she says it dies -.- TROUBLESOME LAR. but i laughed NONSTOP. maybe because i haven't been training for AGES, i felt weak after ONLY 30 FEMALE PUSH UPS. what the... i'm SO SAD, i'm gonna start training again!

so after training ended at 5pm. the uscs and scc people ate dinner together, actually not really. the uscs people ate at subway while scc ate at yakun or sth. so i was smsing rox. and telling her how i screwed up my bio and geog. omg, I NEARLY FAILED. when bio was my BEST SCIENCE LAST YEAR. AHHHH. and rox decided to buy me DONUTS!!! since she was a JCO at raffles city. hehe, i was lame to ask her to bring them to me then, thinking she would have thought i'm crazy but SHE ACTUALLY AGREED. ahaha, but i didn't have time, since i needa rush to safra for my club league. so i told her to bring them to me tmr (: SO NICE!!

reached safra toapayoh, felt like puking. ate too much at subway, shan't order meal next time. becky played a 4-setter, which lasted almost one hour (which is horribly long). and anelia and ruchi both played well, and played 5-setter games, which also lasted an hour. at least mine ended in 18mins or so. ahh, couldn't get my opponent's serves well, but at least i volley crosscourt it (: won 3-0 (: but so sad i didn't really get to play. anyway, it was a close fight and we won by count back (: WON BY ONE GAME. SO CLOSE. ended at 1030pm!! reached home at 12am -.- so freaking tired, and haven't touched my ws for maths though there was math pt journal the next day -.-

i was like a zombie the next day -.- was totally quiet and sian. and char got kinda freaked out (KINDA, since she is like the calm toot) like asking why i so quiet. then keep saying 'poor thing' -.- I CAN SENSE THE SARCASM! anyway, rox put the donuts in my locker and i was SOOOO happy and was like talking non-stop after that. ahahah, so nice!! the donuts are awesome!!! thanks!!! at least you did well for bio, so don't cry over history. i did worse than you for geog. hehe

yeah... then tues, is the usual busy day. photog, i almost slept during it. then private training... omg i totally panted only after 5 mins. i'm seriously gonna start building up my stamina. couldn't get the timing at all yesterday, grossed out. didn't play properly at all. at least mr yang gave us more static drills, or else i'd have missed every ball. after that, went for violin. stupid sis just quit on violin like that -.- and i had to go myself without violin and the books. but it was still quite successful, thinking that i didn't destroy my teacher's $17000 violin and $3000 bow. phew...

reached home at 10.40pm, and checked emails and stuff, and plomped to sleep. but still SUPER tired today. i shall go home and sleep after mep.

yeah.. i'm in mep now... supposed to be composing a piece... i shall start now then (: