great... haven't started on ANY PTs! urgh. haven't even read thru the instructions!! =( been thinking about my future nowadays!! lol. sounds cool but it totally isn't! just read a manga about medicine practice in japan... i have considered being a researcher, like maybe dealing with viruses or stuff in the lab, and now thinking about forensic science, more of crime scene investigation i guess... talked to the counsellor in rgs. and she kinda asked me why not doctor since my personality test kinda said that i'm one who can work while with people and not really suitable for staying in the lab. but seriously i didn't know why i'm just totally not receptive to the idea of being a doctor. just realised why when i read the manga. politics. as in it isn't prevalent if you're just a doctor in a small clinic. but obviously i'll try to work at some hospital with modern tech for me to practice what i want right... especially at those huge hospitals, i'm sure some form of politics exist. many dramas about medicine also shows the fight for higher positions in the hospitals, like sucking up to the superiors, and it isn't about saving patients afterall. experimenting on patients, or only operating on those that aren't that sick to get better results for their thesis. aya whatever!! just don't like this kinda stuff. defeats the purpose of being a doctor. anyway, charlene and rox both want to be doctors, so be those good ones!!!

brain dead after doing TWO FREAKING CHINESE COMPO. and omg i seriously have this serious problem with communicating to DEEEP people, can't be bothered to elaborate. later kena misunderstood again. haiz. AM I SO UNCLEAR? why people keep MISUNDERSTANDING ME. URGH.

last minute decision to go china find my daddy from the 19th to 24th july.... just realised i have graded competition (squash) starting on the 18th. bleah. waste my 30 bucks. nvm at least i get my shirt....

MY RABBIT'S DAMN CUTE. and roxanne teo you better go watch JUMP with me!!