thinking i made a bad choice doesn't mean i regret doing so

i never planned to come uot. actually chose mcmaster over uoft :P which made my dad freak out. but now i'm here, 'cause i got rejected by mcgill D:

don't like this school. it's like back to the same rgs sentiments. awesome friends, but just disgusting administration system. but at least uoft has good profs!

but i don't regret coming here :D manage to join so many interesting stuff, though the number of friends hasn't exceeded my ten fingers, but the amount of programs offered is just amazing! still deciding what subject POSts i should take next year (majors)... i think most prob doing global health, which focuses more on the developing countries. I always find the inequality between countries so obscene. i'm not the idealist that think inequality or poverty can be eradicated. but there are obvious flaws in the global systems that are just constantly trying to put down the less privileged. not as if humans are gonna be on earth forever. we will face extinction. on a smaller time frame, all of us will die anyways, so what for grab all the privileges and wealth. all the selfishness makes me sick. talking about all this just makes me so disappointed, we have seemed to moved backwards though technology has improved so much.

second major? environmental conservation? i'm steering towards animal conservation. i can't believe people are still eating shark fin, or buying stuff from the black market which do not even have any medicinal value (contrary to the popular beliefs). the number of animals on the list listed as endangered or extinct is just staggering. you may say it's survival of the fittest, if so, why not just let sick people die. seriously... i don't get why people think homo sapiens are freakin awesome, that we have consciousness and whatsoever. homo sapiens ARE animals.

i don't think i can make a huge difference to the whole, but at least i wanna try to convince the people around me, and do my own little part in making the world a better place, for the animals and the future generations

for my piz - chinese new year!

omgosh i think this is the first time i played so much before an exam. hmmm, played as in go out and slack! back in singapore, it's more of going for squash, piano etc etc. but OMGOSH i went out on friday, saturday and sunday! and actually slacked my whole monday away too when psych is on tues :P

new year resolution: not to spend money on birthdays, but instead to make diy stuff for my wonderful friends!

chinese new year resolution was to save moneyz. spending too much of my dad's money D: i'm just very unhappy about how uoft sucks so much money out of students. RARRR. SO, partly because that my dad is gonna be unhappy if i have too much meals left (210 meals left currently, started out with 330 meals in sept 2010), i have been eating in residence every meal. omgosh sad life. good food, but can't hang out with friends for meals! and have to wake up early in the morning just for breakfast D: luckily bethany (my singaporean floormate) is here to have meals with me :D always end up talking over dinner/lunch for 1 hour :P

soooo i guess i'm gonna try to finish uni in 3 years! wanna get outta uoft soon, and i guess that saves me some money too! HOWEVER that means i'm not gonna be able to go back to singapore during summer D: i will miss my cute rgs friends D: CRIES.

whoosh back to the cny celebrations!! pardon my incoherent-ness. psych making me going psycho.

FRIDAY: omgosh played squash :D:D then went for the MSSA dinner with beth, zinc and fiona :D knew a few other people there. then went back to hart house to play card games. games are like the best way to get to know people!! everyone in mssa is just so nice :D and so homey :D

SATURDAY: studying psych.... and then yongsheng and joshua came over after dinner to eat the cny goodies my mummy and daddy sent over :D bethany came to my room too!! omgosh hanged out till 2am :P it was fun just slacking and talking crap, besides the fact that they insists that the poster with the eyes (samurai-looking person) was a GUY. and i always thought it was a girl! HOW FREAKY. i may take it off soon. whoosh. and i can't believe people don't know that the pink part of bouganvillae is THE LEAF. LOL and yong sheng actually crossed the nanyang-hci bridge for dunnoe how many years seeing the bouganvillae... -.-

SUNDAY: went out with EVERYONE :D but went to study psych after the dim sum lunch while the rest went to watch green hornet. then had dinner at chinatown! and it was snowing fluffy snow!! snowballed here and there (: then went to wayne's place to play pictonary and charades till 1am. omgosh like 3 consecutive days of fun! awesome :D

MONDAY: hehheh which is today!! omgosh i love the kindergarten kids. though it's hard to teach them, playing with them is another story. went out into the snow and played with them :D they make awesome snowman, they were actually teaching me how to make one!! hehe. and the little boy called nathan was wearing this shirt with hamtaro on it!! and i asked him if he liked it. and he pointed to it and said that he likes it. and pointed to me and said 'i like you too!' OMGOSHHH. melts. SOOO CUTEE. and he gave me a little hug!! whoosh! soooooo cute!! :D:D he's the cutest thing ever!! and went to other classes, since i switch classes every 40 mins. everytime i switch classes, some of the kids will be so sad and will come hug me!! omgosh i bet i got like at least 10 hugs today :D hehheh. went back to uot, passed pete some bagua, and then skipped tutorials to review psych... but ended up going to build snowman with renhui, joshua and yong sheng! the snow wasn't really packing snow, but we managed to build one!! shall upload pics if renhui send me some :D:D cold but fun :D my first real big snowman! :D:D right in the middle of uot :D

TUESDAY: doomsday. psych.

goodluck to me.

and fifi, I WANT MY VDAY PRESENT :D

ME BABYSITTING?!

WHOOSH. today the two kids from crystal palace (this chinese restaurant whose owner is aunty shirley's friend) came over. omgosh. the little girl is so cute and sweet. she's called leanne!! such a sweet name. and the little boy is called edward. reminds me of twilight, NOT GOOD. omgosh i said i wanted a younger brother right? I TAKE THAT BACK. SERIOUSLY. LITTLE BOYS ARE LIKE TIMID AND COWARDY AND BULLY THE LITTLE GIRLS ALTHOUGH THEY ARE THE COWARDS. OMGOSH. they cry so easily, and DEMANDS WHATEVER THEY WANT. totally not independent, and totally ANNOYING. STOP SCREAMING OR STOMPING WILL YA. whoosh. I am TOTALLY generalizing, but I'M SORRY.

awwww leanne is just so sweet!! i brought my scrapbooking stuff with me to aunty shirley's place and was making some cards and pictures with her :D she made me this spiraly thingy (: and then she wanted to take my pretty paper and i gave her a sad face ): LOL and she drew me a picture and said 'i'll give you this so don't cry'. AWWWWWWW my heart melted. LOL. wheee i WANT A LITTLE SISTER NOWWWW. omgosh but playing with kids is still quite tough. made art stuff with her for like 9 hours. WHOOSH. but at least it was fun for me too :D:D took loads of pictures of aunty shirley's house and leanne :D upload soon yeah! :D:D

leanne :D

AHAHA if you guys can see the necklace i'm wearing :P leanne made that for me :P

made this kinda-paper-mache thingy with her :D ohoh and if you can spot this long hair thingy, that's supposed to be me. LOL she said i look pretty with long hair. AHAHA.

she made this heart shape thingy for me too (:

and one of her many funny faces she makes. according to her, it's a fish face. AHAHA

two more hours to 2011!! facebook newsfeed is just spammed with happy new year wishes. shall totally make some new year resolutions! happy A level year for my RJ friends!!

SKIIIIIIttles :D

omgosh I BOUGHT A SKI. awesome ski :D shall add the pics later :P so lazy to transfer the pictures from my bb and my camera! bought everything. quote glenn "bought a new identity". LOL thanks fi and glenn for shopping with me. though fi was like totally dead, and bored waiting for us :P SORRY FIFI. and glenn with his 'constructive' comments and as dead as he could be after not sleeping the whole night before. hopefully not being able to go new york wasn't that bad, if you guys think about all the exciting things you can do in toronto!! :D

went skiing at chicopee with anson eason glenn and owen! the FLUFFY SNOW. IT'S SO FLUFFY I WANNA DIE. yeah really dying. like seriously, fluffy snow is fun and nice and soft, but I CAN'T BREAK ON IT. fell so many freakin times!! but at least we did all the trials and even did the black diamonds, though that's like the blue trials on blue mountain :P hehheh. now i'm aching like hell, i think there's sth wrong with my knee D: though no bruise, but i guess that seems scarier when there's no visible wound D: my neck and waist are just SORE. LOL but i think the guys who snowboarded are in much worse conditions :P really thank aunty shirley for letting all of us stayover at her house and sending us back and fro chicopee after our epic can't-find-the-bus-home event. whoosh.

hehe fifi wayne duane were over too!! but unfortunately fifi was out looking for apartment D: poor her needa get a place to stay ASAP!! hope she gets the apartment she saw yesterday :D hehe :D:D

going blue mountain on the 3rd to ski again!! hopefully my sore-fulness is gone before then!!

EPIC OUTINGS

went back to bronte yesterday (:

met dr ummat, ms zhang and ms dinnie :D hehheh. had a nice long talk with dr ummat (: and omgosh ms zhang and ms dinnie are just so cute. MS ZHANG HAD THE AWESOMEST TRUFFLES, and how smart of me not to remember the brand of it :S

then went to shop for some stuff (: and omgosh went chapters and got an origami and card-making book :D and got a few more super super duper uber pretty scrapbooking paper :D hehe. just 4 things costed me 100 over bucks! whoosh money just flies away man...

then went to meet zinc nic eason anson for karaoke! MY FIRST KARAOKE. it was fun!! just that anson and eason can sing canton songs, zinc is like multilingual, while nic avey and i are just like english songs... omgosh i tried chinese songs, SO FAIL. can't even read the lyrics fast enough!

TODAY WAS ANOTHER FUN DAY. just excluding the part where it took me DAYS and LOADS OF HEADACHE to connect my new baby laptop to the internet. whoosh.

met caroline to have lunch with her :D omgosh didn't know she was so animated!! :D:D and then shopped a bit, hehheh bought the air mattress!! SO EXCITED. bought aunty shirley scarfs for christmas :D and then we went to have a cheap and quick dinner :P and BUBBLE TEAAAAA after that!!

stupid eason just keeps yawning, that guy needs like 20 hours of sleep everyday man -.- and zinczinc just makes weird noises. AHAHA. me and nicole? best buddies that just try to spite each other man. played the aeroplane game and omgosh zinc and eason are just trying to kick each other off. and eason makes this REALLY LOUD AND HIGH PITCH SOUND when he get kicked off -.- OMGOSH. jenga. AHAHAHA, we screamed. yeah we screamed in that bubble tea shop. whoosh. BUT IT WAS GOOD :D AND OMGOSH the green tea toast and condensed milk toast is awesome no matter how gross it sounds like.

I'M TIRED.

tmr's gonna be another fun day. just some mood spoilers. i am so not planning huge dinners anymore. but don't you people call me antisocial. 'cause all these procrastination is just annoying the shit outta me.

SHALL ENJOY MY HANGOUT TIME WITH THE GIRL GANG TMR :D

nicole said the previous title of this post doesn't sound nice

omgosh. i'm just really bored now doing chem.


feel so happy talking to fifi thru fb wall, no matter how depressing her week is :P and my sis is being lame as usual. and talking to nicole on msn :D she's like the one of the few people that i bother talking on msn with :P


szeying just woke up -.- and watching cantonese drama now


nicole watching her da feng and smiling widely at her laptop


poor fifi studying D:


fiona has been soooo busy that she isn't updating her blog often nowadays D: and poor yiyang went into NS, so my two sources of blog surfing is dead D:


went to have cake with nicole for DINNER just now :P it was SO GOOD. but omgosh, too huge and too chocolaty. it was like eating three chocolate bar at once :S lesson learnt, so gonna share a cake with someone next time :P mine was raspberry blast :D and nicole's was strawberry shortcake i think :P it was too creamy for her :S but omgosh awesomez.

hehe i decorated my room!! only put up a few things, still planning to put up more stuff :D:D totally realised i don't have pictures with nicole :P but we'll take one together soon lar (: hehe
pasting stuff all over my wall :D miss my class!! the warm weather in botanical gardens :P with char's funky purple specs :P

can't wait for christmas where everyone will gather :D planning to send our loads of christmas cards!! finally gonna meet up with everyone :D ESPECIALLY FIFIFI. I WANT MY FIFI BACK D:

SOPHIA NG

had a nice long weekend this week :D thurs was half day and fri was a holiday!!

went out on thurs after school with fiona. the rest went toronto, not my type of place ): hehe. walked to square one which only took us 1 hour!! as compared to owen and chris who took 3 hours -.- they kinda walked in circles, but square one is just straight down... poof. reached square one finally and i went to send my letters that were rejected and sent back to me. then went to shop for glenn's stuff. POOOF. it's like IMPOSSIBLE to shop for glenn or for guys.

went to have dinner with wayne and szeying at international food court again. like third time eating there in less than 2 weeks or sth :P CHEAP AND GOOD. 6 bucks for SOOO MUCH. the pork bone soup is awesome. but if i go there too often i'll get sick of it :P

then friday was a HOLIDAY :D i kinda forgot what i did. HMMMM. OHOH. we ate out at this korean restaurant :D SOO GOOD. but glenn and i played badminton before that and school dinner was so appealing that we decided to eat a bit of school food. steamed fish and honey wings. omg. BEST DINNER EVER. ended up taking 3 refills :P so by the time we went to the korean place, wayne duane glenn and i just shared one meal. AHAHAH.

we walked there from school, not too far actually. and the weather was really nice :D and POOOF. glenn totally helped me crack my upper back just it's like he had to lift me up from the back. omggg. when i tried doing it for him since he's like the old man who always have backaches, i couldn't even grab his whole arm. poof :D JENNIFER LOW, when i get back i can help you do it!! it looks much cooler than your on-the-floor-then-i-crack-one :D:D

man duane is so funny. he actually plays chopstick with me!! CHILDHOOD MEMORIES :D if i were to ask others, they'll say i'm crazy or childish -.- hehheh. he looked so tired so i told him some jokes which he felt so lamed.

"what is softer than a sponge?"

blank faces....

(whisper) "sponge"

omggg....

hehheh :D asked him the shakespeare one and the microwave one too :D:D I LOVE JOKES. just that we have more inside jokes than lame jokes.

walked back to school and went to macs. but ice cream was soooo ex. mcflurry was 4 bucks when it's 2 singapore dollars in singapore =( then went Rabba to buy ice cream :D:D hehe. stayed in the cafeteria playing tap tap and listening to szeying play the piano while WAYNE SINGS ALONG.

can't believe duane and glenn hasn't played tap tap before!! duane wayne. confusing names.

then YESTERDAY was another epic adventure. glenn used his "i'm leaving already so we much go out together" reason, convincing us to go out for dinner AGAIN. this time duane brought us to this jap restaurant which is far out but really nice. so we took the bus there. took us 1 hour though!! SO HUNGRY, was dying on the way there :D but when we reached, man it was soo nice :D love the sweet potato tempura. ohoh and as usual i didn't bring cash so fiona lent me :D:D

but we all got soooo full that it was PAINFUL. AHAHHA. when we went out, yiyang just puked his ice cream out and ran away screaming!! like OKAY, first time see such a reaction for puking. and sick glenn went to look at it and saw a freaking mushroom!! EWW. glenn totally felt like puking too. and when we were running for the bus he was like fanning himself and running like white chicks on heels!! so bad. fiona and i was laughing badly. OH and i tried to piggy back glenn!! AHAHHA, at least he didn't puke on me!

oh. and i used the bodyshop mango body lotion becky gave me. she's so sweet :D:D it REALLY SMELLS LIKE MANGO. and now glenn uses it too and we smell alike -.- aveline's using some blueberry one?? i'm not sure!! and szeying i bet she's using strawberry or sth. poof. fruit paradise.

on the bus back all the guys started feeling sick. eric was making weird puking noises while glenn was just dead beside me. and whenever fiona does something to him he'll say anything will trigger him to puke now. LOL. guys.... then anticlimax duane asked, "anyone hungry?". POOF. he got off at his house there though. i wanna go to his house one day, look so awesome :D:D maybe after APs (:

walked back to school instead of transfering to another bus since we were all sooo full. szeying and yiyang took the bus back though. then we decided to play badminton :D fiona was tired so she didn't come down and was half asleep by the time i came up. played a bit of badminton but switched to basketball after a while.

played with glenn till 12.30am, more of talking though!! and this guy offered us pizza!! and I REALLY WANTED IT, but i know i'm too full so we rejected it ): poor pizza.

went up to room, bathed, and slept :D

FINALLY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOPHIA NG. okay, hopefully you pick up your phone (:

aloha!

POOOF :D came back from waterloo and it's outdoors time!! played so much cranium and monopoly deal cards in waterloo and watching all sorts of movies on fiona's laptop :D now that we're back, it's frisbee time!!

played frisbee with yiyang aveline fiona glenn wayne. 3 vs 3 and it was fun :D glenn bought ice cream back and white bread for my NUTELLA :D:D hehe.

the next day, i tried to do AP maths questions but got sooo distracted by the series 24. bought it at an offer of 15 bucks per season instead of the usual 40 plus bucks (: happy :D:D ended up spending so much more time watching 24 than doing maths :P then the phones ring and stupid wayne starts talking to me in malay -.- WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM. he wanted to play frisbee so i took my frisbee and went down (: fiona was at starbucks but saw her at the lift and totally just dragged her back down to play frisbee :P hehe. thought it was an april fool's joke on wayne's part but phew it wasn't :D chris totally gave up after a while and left fiona wayne owen and i playing. 2 vs 2 is tough man! but after that we just sat down at the hill and owen just went on about universities. he's SOOOO stressed about getting into uot or uow, but with his results it's so obvious he's gonna get in -.- and whenever he talks about uni, he gets soooo excited! went to starbucks after that and owen and i ordered caramel frap, and he fell in love with it. while poor fiona has to luggg around her heavy back with her laptop :P dumdum her brought her charger along but forgot the adapter -.- pooof. went back quite late and played cranium and monopoly deal cards again :P i went up earlier while fiona and the other two ordered pizza :D FUN DAY :D

then tried to do maths again, and end up watching 24 again. and went to play frisbee again (: this time aveline and yiyang came along and we started playing bubbles and stuff :D and laid down on the hill and played truth or dare, wasn't that successful but at least we tried :D then went back to dorm to play badminton and frisbee in the hall :P played for really long, i think about 4-5 hours. yiyang was being stony so no butterfly demo that day =(

anyway, went toronto yesterday with fiona wayne and owen to check out UOT. pooof. owen was allll excited while stupid wayne just goes aiguuuu (korean way of sighing) and insists on watching a movie -.- poor owen didn't get to see the residence cause his friend at UOT just woke up at 5pm -.- pooof. then we went to chinatown. yeah actually we tried to. TOTALLY FAILED. asked wayne's sis and she said take subway to spadina. we took to spadina and asked someone for directions when we got out. the person told us to walk straight down. but we ended up turning cause we show many shops and i was going bubbble tea bubble tea :D hehe. so we turned to the right and got our bubble tea :D then we continued walking down the street and reached korean town. my gosh. after 1 hour of walking down the street, we kinda realised we're not reaching china town. and took the nearest subway back to spadina! poof!! then from spadina this time we walked straight. but WE TURNED AGAIN at the next intersection. AND it was WRONG AGAIN =( all of us were like dying while deciding where to have dinner. wayne wants makimaki (this jap buffet) while fiona and i just wanna eat at chinatown. and owen insists on having dinner with the rest shopping at eaton center cause i think he really likes william (not in the gay way :P) SOOOO poor owen hasn't seen UOT residence so we decided to just go back to eat with them (: finally reached chinatown after 2 hours or sth and bought SOOO many things to make up for the effort we took to reach there :D hehe. then went back to the diners near eaton center. pooof eventful day. and thanks to wayne we can vent our frustration on him!! :D:D taking turns to scold him man. hehheh. fiona and i will tell him to shut up when he keeps saying aiiguuu and i'll call him old hag and owen will call him shabi. POOR wayne but it was fun :D OH and fiona and i bought jackets from garage :D ON SALE it was SOOO cheap. usual price was quite ex, and there has been an offer the past few weeks, and yesterday was the only day the jackets and hoodies were another 50% off :D:D so i got mine at 10 and fiona's at 13 :D hehe. happy day :D

shall watch 24 today and go YMCA tmr :D:D

peteeee

pooof!! currently at aunty shirley's house.

eventful days, though not in a fun way!! aunty shirley came to pick fiona and i up at bronte. but she got really lost and we waited 1.5 hours for her. poor aunty shirley. then when we finally met, the battery in her car died and we had to call for a tow trunk!! man it was soooo cold and we had to wait outside trillium. and fiona started doing her marching drills to keep herself warm -.- but after the man came to BOOST the battery we headed to waterloo :D:D hehe.

went to the maple syrup festival after getting a new battery. omg to get to the elmira or sth (the place), we took this super cool tractor!! we sat on the hay and it was just SO COOL :D:D hehe. so many kids there!! and ALL SUPER UBER CUTE!!! ate this TWO HUGE PANCAKES with maple syrup which was also SO AWESOMELY nice cause it was FRESH!! so full after that man. it was HUGE, like bigger than the size of my hand!! so fiona aunty shirley and i went on this sugarbush tour where we went to see how maple trees are tapped. and we took a tractor again!! :D and while waiting for the tractor to come. there was this group of little boys that were trying to climb on the nearby tree. and there was this SUPER cute green little boy that was just staring at the other boys. he is SO TINY. like super small and sucking his pacifier!! man!! he looked sooo sad =(

after the tour we just walked around the maple syrup festival. SO many small stores, sth like pasamalam?? but in a much cooler way (: fiona bought two necklace while i got one for my sis. then we went back to aunty shirley's house (:

OKAY, then the next day yiyang and aveline came by bus. but before picking them up, aunty shirley brought fiona and i for some REALLY GOOD AUTHENTIC DIM SUM. omg. it is like BETTER then those in singapore!! whooosh!! so nice!! :D:D then when ave and yiyang came we played CRANDIUM and MONOPOLY :D omg yiyang is just SOOO destructive. he totally wrecked the light when he was doing charades!! omg three of us just sat there laughing NON STOP while yiyang panicked how to put it back!! and out of the 8 bulbs, 5 went out!! he's a destructive thing. then in monopoly, i went bankrupt almost immediately!! poof. yiyang went to destroy more things, such as banging into a pot of plant and the soil was splattered all over the floor, and banging into things here and there. man. this guy is horrible.

we just kept on playing cranium and monopoly and monopoly cards. and aveline is well liked by pete and beJ while yiyang screams whenever aveline puts beJ near him -.- all the screams man...

blogging for the sake of jenny pork. nothing much to say though!! life is boring here =(

first day of SPRING BREAK :D

hehheh. get to sleep in on a weekday!! but fiona and i just couldn't get back to sleep and woke up at 8.30am (: then started making cards and stuff. those who will get it will get it in a week or so!! :D hehe. after spending a WHOLE morning making TWO CARDS, i went out with fiona to shop at square one. ave yiyang and glenn went toronto to shop, but me not interested!! SO FAR AWAY. so lazy lar. and toronto's shopping center is smaller than square one -.- waste money go toronto and get sick cause of the STRONG wind lar. poof :D so fiona and i went (: the sunlight was so strong IN MY ROOM that fiona and i just wore jackets out. omg, FREEZING. it was like negative or sth outside. crazy spring. YEAH SPRING. so much for SPRING break. anyway, froze our butts off but luckily bus stop isn't THAT far away (: and fiona insists to get a cap this time since when she wanted to get it last time, i told her it was an uneccessary ACCESSORY and she regret not buying it. hehe. anyway, then we took the bus to square one (: hehe. reached square one and went to walmart to get stuff for aunty shirley and get my double sided tape. omg. stationeries in canada is lousy. you can't find a 2B lead or a 2B pencil or any nice PENS like signo or pentel or all the nice nice mechanical pencils!! YOU CAN'T EVEN FIND A 15CM RULER. poof!! and they only sell ONE brand of doublesided tape!! and i finished using it for the cards in like A WEEK. like WHAT?! anyway, the scenery makes up for the lack of stationeries :D so we went to walmart and asked the person where the board games are. and he gave us this curious look, lol!! nice old man (: so we went to the KIDS section and omg SO MANY TOYS. and saw a whole lot of board games! and decided to get cranium. a SUPER FUN GAME. and better, it's a NEW AND COOLER EDITION. SUPER LAME. on the back of the board, they put that 'cranium timer contains sand from the world's beaches. Therefore it functions in any time zone. Hold it close to your ear and you may even hear waves.' like WHAT. sounds exactly like what sophia ng will think of -.- and and for the dice, 'A perfectly balanced 10-sided die ensure maximum fairness when rolling for your turn (assuming you play at sea level in 10% humidity with a wind chill factor of 5 degrees' -.- like omg... i'm so getting this game. but it's for aunty shirley. she loves games (: we'll forever playing games with her when we visit her (: but i'm gonna get myself one when i go back to singapore (: hehheh. anyway, then went to post letters at canadian post in square one (: bought a whole stack of 40 envelops since you either buy 6 that cost so much more. then i wrote the addresses... and paid for them!! POOF. IT WAS around 7 bucks for 3 letters!! usually go to UPS since it's near my school and it's open on sats since i can't go square one on weekdays. COST ME 7 bucks for ONE LETTER. omg. stupid UPS. but anyway (: happy to have posted out letters (: making more cards to post to more people!! got a few letters already!! the first one was from yujin a CNY card, then from rox a REALLY RANDOM card and from char a REALLY NICE PUZZLE (: and just received yujin's second card (: man :D love living overseas now, i get LETTERS!! :D:D hehe fiona must be jealous of me :D whenever i get letters we both get so excited :D fiona got one though!! from her friends in UK for her birthday, though i arrived damn late :P

okay, my paragraphing skills suck. but whatever lar :P

OKAY, continuing the square one part. then i went to CUT MY HAIR!! omg it was like 68 bucks. but the hairdresser was so meticulous so i guess it was worth the money. my hair is much shorter now much more comfy. but much guyish too :P ahahah!! char must be damn sad. OHOH back to the boardgames part, i got myself frisbees and the monopoly card!! hehe :D:D after cutting my hair, fiona and i went to the pet's shop to get pete's food and playing thingies :D hehe. then when we're about to leave fiona INSISTS to buy her cap. so OKIE :D helped her pick out caps. but omg, HER TASTE. pooof!! she wanted this one which looked like a tudong or dunnoe how you spell or call it. it was nice at first but wasn't that awesome after a while. then there was this levis signature one which was nice but she insists that it isn't -.- but in the end she still bought it cause she WANTS A CAP?! what! there's a reason why it's under the ACCESSORIES section, totally explain it's unnecessari-ness. hehheh. then after that we went back to school to have dinner (: oh wait did i miss out sth? ......

OH. and after coming back to our room we watched the BLIND SIDE which fiona has downloaded from itunes store (: IT WAS AWESOME. like seriously, the family was so nice to accept the kid. man. WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST ADOPT if they have the ability to! OH and we ate shin noodles!! so good but SOOO spicy cause stupid fiona just ADDED ALLLL the seasoning in. okay, she didn't, she left like a hundredth of it in the packet so she insists that she didn't add ALL of them in -.- OMG, i totally forgot that I BOUGHT THIS SUPER NICE JACKET FROM GARAGE, that costed 18 bucks cause it was half price and it's SOOOO PRETTY AND THE MATERIAL IS SOOOO NICE :D hehe :D i have like 5 jackets/hoodies now (: man. it's okay to have that many!! since we have to wear jacket everyday, the weather here is SOO nice. you don't sweat (: you just freeze sometimes :P

anyway, shall continue making cards since stupid fiona is lazing on her bed looking at her traumatizing cat from alice in the wonderland. and YAY we are going to the maple syrup festival tmr since aunty shirley is picking us up at 8am from school to bring us there :D SHALL GO PACK BAG FIRST :D

love spring break :D
love my new light purple jacket
love eeyores, polby and beary
love making cards
love lazing around
love watching House
DO NOT LOVE FIONA

i'm blogging because pee-ona says so

haiz. the girl beside me is SOOO retarded. she thinks the sea is BLUE today. cause she has been emoing for the past few days!! seriously, AND NOW she's KINDA HIGH?! if only she was as emo :D peace :D:D emo fiona = peace. hehheh :D:D just that she bugs me about uni stuff -.-

OKAY. MY GOSH. one paragraph about fiona!! anyway, TMR IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!! WOHOOOO :D:D physics tests on first period, but AFTER THAT IT'S FREEEEDOMMM :D:D hehheh :D

OHOH and char's planning me a surprise!! CAN'T WAIT FOR IT :D:D and and can't wait to go to aunty shirley's house!! PETE :D:D cutest doggy in the world :D:D

went tim hortons with yiyang eric and glenn. ERIC IS SO LUCKY. there's this tim hortons thingy where you roll up the top of the cup to see if you win anything. eric bought two days in consecutive and got TWO FREE COFFEES. and it's not just coffee but ANY COFFEE!! like french vanilla or anything. and the size is up to you!! so obviously we used both of them to buy EXTRA LARGE :D:D one hot choc one french vanilla. and then we sat down on the benches outside trillium. glenn was being weird as usual and lying on the grass. and flies started flying all around him so he decided to sit with us -.- NICE WEATHER :D hehheh. the wind was strong and totally blew the cup over. split hot choc :P but at least eric got to roll up his cup sooner since he was so eager about it!! and HE WON ANOTHER FREE COFFEE. WHAT A LUCKY GUY. pooof! but for the other cup it was try again :P anyway, we weren't late for last period this time :D and maths lesson was slack, so was math tutorial (:

send rox this SUPER HUGE word doc with PICS :D i shall send it to char too :D:D

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TMR, but needa study for physics first =( i wanna watch the blind spot, sounds like a really touching movie...

still loving eeyores!

first CANADA

poof. after sooooo long.

just bored now (: it's a friday. and i have like three tests next week, but it's FRIDAY!!! :D watched john tucker must die with feeyeohna (fiona). quite a okay show to watch when one feels bored (:

mannnn spring is here. no more snow =( can totally go out in a shirt now!!! but it's still windy and nice (: if only i can grab you guys here and enjoy the breeze and stuff :P bet you guys are sweating back in singapore. hehe :D

went to the park with fiona today :D poor her. have diff lunch period, so it's always yiyang glenn and i that get to go out and explore (: the park is AWESOME. love the swings!!! aveline and i built a sandcastle!!! my poor hands went thru mud therapy but it wasn't that nice since our hands got really dry and cracky after that!! but thanks to the sandcastle, a little boy named ostan came :D MAN HE IS SO CUTE AND COOL!!! AHAHAH cooler than yiyang :P but MANNNN, he just plopped beside us and started telling me that he has a sore leg!! and complained that he had that for a week and he had a sore foot a few days before!! cause he went up this mountain or sth and it was REALLY far according to him!! and all of us laugh at his cuteness and he went, 'I'M SERIOUS' with this super serious face!! man so cute!!! then after that he showed us his socks that has cool round things on it? then he ran to the bridge and ran back (: and then he challenged yiyang after showing all his playground tricks :P then we spent the WHOLE TIME after playing with him on the air glider or sth. i'm really bad at playground equipment names. like bleah. remind me of chinese oral days where i needa memorise the chinese names of seesaws and stuff. URGH. chinese. phew. got over it :D man... there's AP chem tmr, but we kinda told the kid we'll meet him again tmr. fiona will go tmr :D poof. love the park.

spring break's in a week's time. going to aunty shirley's house for a few days while she brings us around waterloo. can't wait to see pete (aunty shirley's doggie). finally getting out of hostel. I HATE THE CURFEW!! my mum doesn't even give me a curfew!! =(

my expenses are ALL ON FOOD. just went out yesterday to get food at price choppers with fiona. they don't provide plastic bags. so fiona and i just lugggged back this BOX of food!! and we just laughed non stop cause we look retarded holding a LOOONNG box together :D

people here getting weirder!! i miss my cute 401 classmates!! like yanting brendaong etc etc. stupid char!!! i saw your pic on fb -.- you go cut hair NO DIFF LAR PLEASE. I CAN'T WAIT TO GET BACK TO SINGAPORE :D:D and see all of you guys stressing out at school while i enjoy the pre uni slack life :D MUAHAHAHAHA.

OK. i think i have nothing else to say. fiona looks so intellectual studying now with her specs so i shall spare her the typing sound.

on a side note, i think ichika's still UBER sweet and cute (: AHAHAHA, she's on my desktop wallpaper now :D hehheh. ROX GO PRINT OUT A SUPER BIG ONE!! and char go for chinen, i'll support you :D

shall add pics later k.

AHHH!!!! haven't blogged for like SUPER LONG. 3 months i think... busy with lots of stuff!! didn't have the mood for blogging so... :P

ahhhhh got back eya results. wasn't all that great D: but isn't like totally trash either. bleah. shall start anew next year!! ah cheesy but nvm!! SO TIRED. i wanna sleeeeeeep. went lin's house for the birthday with rox and rens. spammed her wall with heart stickers, gave her a heart filled with pink pompoms and the letters L1N cause 'i' ran out -.- HANDMADE A NOTEBOOK (: SO PREEETTTY :D went to buy balloons with rox!! got lin a helium balloon and ended up debating which disney princess it is. found the only packet of pink and white balloons!! but end up realising it wrote 'JUST MARRIED' after we blew it up at her house!! omg.... so lame lar. it's hilarious when rox tried to blow the balloons silently!! sound damn weird!! ate the cake lin baked with her mum, played card games, CUT RENS' HAIR and then played more, then slept :P i think i slept first, oops (:

then immediately next day went to soph's house! walked to botanic gardens!! omg it is quite a long walk though it looks near. sat at botanic garden for like a few mins, like 5 mins i think... then needa go back for dinner -.- went to chat online with random strangers!! quite funny!! then booked tickets for surrogates at cineleisure. bleah. too tired i fell asleep, but woke up in the later half, it's not bad :D oh ya. tried to prank call rox, but stoops she mia. BLEAHHHH

spend the whole week in the hall to collect papers!! sitting beside char and nat is SO STRESSFUL!! lol. ok lar not that bad. they did well this time!!! good for nat since she's so hardworking! char is just rubbish lar. and OMG YAN TING IS SO NICE TO HUG!!! ahahah!! always bully her when she's sitting in front of me! she's SO BULLYABLE! keep poking her :P and she'll give the diao face!! and she SCOLDS ME IN CHINESE!! SO CUTE!!!

so many things to do that i'm at lost where to start. clean up room, wash toilet, BUG KIMMY so i can finish the scrapbook for mr chua (like EONS AGO), pass people long overdue presents, finish my options stuff, go kino shop for MANY BOOKS, camera shopping with rox, finish learning beethoven's piece, OMG I JUST REALISE I HAVE VIOLA TMR MORNING!! SHEEEEEESE!!! =( oh ya and hang up my ART PIECES!!! and PUZZLES. omg I WANT MORE PUZZLES. shall buy a few and do them with friends (: no more space for CDs... shelf full with all the sec 1-4 stuff. dunnoe if i should throw them away. maybe i should bring ALL MY EEYORES to canada (: OH YA

i wanna learn DRUM AND PIANO IN CANADA. join a squash club there!! join a team CCA. go vancouver to see winter olympics! AIRMAIL ALL MY FRIENDS (: so fun so fun. but SO BUSY i can't do all that i want! bleah. i shall be slack next year and not have so many commitments -.- i wanna CHANGE TO MY EEYORE BEDSHEET (: bYBEBYE

great... haven't started on ANY PTs! urgh. haven't even read thru the instructions!! =( been thinking about my future nowadays!! lol. sounds cool but it totally isn't! just read a manga about medicine practice in japan... i have considered being a researcher, like maybe dealing with viruses or stuff in the lab, and now thinking about forensic science, more of crime scene investigation i guess... talked to the counsellor in rgs. and she kinda asked me why not doctor since my personality test kinda said that i'm one who can work while with people and not really suitable for staying in the lab. but seriously i didn't know why i'm just totally not receptive to the idea of being a doctor. just realised why when i read the manga. politics. as in it isn't prevalent if you're just a doctor in a small clinic. but obviously i'll try to work at some hospital with modern tech for me to practice what i want right... especially at those huge hospitals, i'm sure some form of politics exist. many dramas about medicine also shows the fight for higher positions in the hospitals, like sucking up to the superiors, and it isn't about saving patients afterall. experimenting on patients, or only operating on those that aren't that sick to get better results for their thesis. aya whatever!! just don't like this kinda stuff. defeats the purpose of being a doctor. anyway, charlene and rox both want to be doctors, so be those good ones!!!

brain dead after doing TWO FREAKING CHINESE COMPO. and omg i seriously have this serious problem with communicating to DEEEP people, can't be bothered to elaborate. later kena misunderstood again. haiz. AM I SO UNCLEAR? why people keep MISUNDERSTANDING ME. URGH.

last minute decision to go china find my daddy from the 19th to 24th july.... just realised i have graded competition (squash) starting on the 18th. bleah. waste my 30 bucks. nvm at least i get my shirt....

MY RABBIT'S DAMN CUTE. and roxanne teo you better go watch JUMP with me!!

haven't been blogging for ages. maybe it's time to change blogskin. BUT he's just too cute :D anyway, read jiahe's blog. omg she's like OBSESSED with gakuen alice. totally can't believe i was the one that introduce to her that manga. like SERIOUSLY, I DON'T LIKE NATSUME AND MIKAN HUGGING OR KISSING PLEASE!!! natsume is cool when he's a loner. whatever craze!!! ahahahaha. lots of stuff happening nowadays. my life is soooo happening unlike WEIJIAHE'S. anyway, actually it's all squash. no squash training for 3 weeks!! but i enjoy playing with ruchi they all then going for training. anyway club and private training funner, since mr yang is just pure hilarious. ok... darryl and bryan and shawn are totally retarded. should totally be doing hw now.... since start of june hols until now all the hw pile up haven't finish yet.

stupid green racket. buy you for one week crack liao -.- MY MONEY!!! squash's fun though. but been playing everyday that my wrist hurts now. AND TENNIS MADE IT WORSE. bleah, realised it's not really my type of sports, but still, fun :D yeah i blog once in a blue moon (pardon me for my randomness cause i'm talking to spaz on msn now) anyway, since many people who ask me about the subjects or cca i wanna take in rj will know that i'm going overseas soon.... everyone's making me emo!!! ruchi lar!!! tell me what league wouldn't be fun without me -.- then aunty linda ask darryl to practice using skype -.- AHHH. and becky giving that cute pouty face!!! and weijiahe being screechy and stuff. will miss squash though, since they don't have squash as a cca...

stupid random rox!! buy me jellybeans!! hehe :D and totally coincidental to see the guys at PS yesterday!!! ahaha!! took the same bus as rox lin sergin zhangjie cheryl today!! like omg so many people. lame me decided to go out with ruchi only after i reached commonwealth!! wanted to go back to orchard but she said meet at lot 1 so we went there eat. then meet aunty linda and darryl. seriously guys can eat A LOT. 1 FOOT ALSO NOT ENOUGH. bleah bleah anyway after that came home...

yesterday's game was crap. but thanks vanessa and yinwen for coming down and calming me down!!! played like crap... could totally have won scc.... but nvm... dunnoe what the hell i was doing man. couldn't get to sleep yesterday so i am super tired now... nice mr yang send us home. bryan's super cute!! ahaha!! he told me not to cry when i got out of court!! so sweet!! lol. but OH YA. AT PS AT THE TOP FLOOR GOT THIS WEAPON SHOP!!! got rifles and stuff!! me and ruchi got SO EXCITED but lee was like shaking her head non stop. GOT ALL THE NARUTO AND BLEAH STUFF. omgomgomg. HITSUGAYA'S and like RENJI'S AND LIKE RUKIA'S AND BYAKUYA'S SWORDS!!! so cool man!! i'm so going there again!!! ok. super tired. shall blog when the blue moon's up again.

end of emoness- i hope.

ahhh!! this hols is CRAZY.

first monday: went to watch terminator salvation with sihui (pri school best friend) omg SUPER NICE and COOL. love manly shows hehe :P

first tues: went to ZOO with zhiyuan and rox and cui cui and shiwei!! omg super fun. just that the tram was so lame compared to night safari!! but still!! omg love polby which they bought for me since i couldn't 'bear' to put it down at the shop!! SO NICE OF YOU GUYS. and thanks shiwei for the pencilbox too!!

first wed to fri: went for cruise :D omg happy birthday porky jenn!! 21st birthday, she's an adult. can't believe it. SHE'S SO CHILDISH. disney princess -.- and poohs on her bed... got her sims 3, disney puzzle (belated) and really cool notepad :D glad i got a sis. help me cook and do all the girly stuff. and help me wash hair and buy me snacks. hehe. BUT I WANT A BROTHER =( CRIES... OH YA. the climax was!!!! BEACH VOLLEYBALL AT REDANG. it was CRAZILY BRIGHT THERE. omg, but the sand was WHITE and FINE. so nice to step on!! played with my cousin and uncle and my dad. my dad can play!! but the ball flies to space -.- my mum was EXVOLLEYBALL PLAYER. unbelievable!! she didn't even go to the beach. stayed indoors with a cap, umbrella and long sleeves and long pants. can't believe it....

sat: PEP... went to school take progress report. not too bad, but not satisfactory lar. hmmm then went to help out project grease (my buddy sam lee and yujin) then went for mr xu's wedding. hehe. me and char ate damn unglamly. didn't even use utensils for the cream puffs!!

sun: SPECIAL OLYMPICS whole day!! omg under the sun for the whole day!! me and jiayi (yeo jiayi) just got crazy and kept eating pudding and drinking water... then zhangjie and i went crazy about bof. LOVE KIM BUM. hehe. anyway, the end of special olympics bocce... PEOPLE STARTED POURING ICE AND COLD WATER AT ME. omg i was drenched -.- like even my hair.... seriously... but it was fun!!! hehe.

mon to wed: KK hospital attachment!! omg SUPER FUN. went to the diagnostic imaging department. xray mri ct fluoroscopy etc. super fun :D everyone was nice there :D but the kids were the cutest. except the part where you needa calm them down and make them stop crying or make them sleep or make them pee -.- haiz...

OMG FOR LEAGUE ladies div UCSC GOT 3rd!! WOOOOO. CHAMPIONSHIP CUP!!!! MUST WIN. YAY

thurs: SENTOSA WAS AWESOME. just that the sand was like SCORCHING and totally UNTOUCHABLE. we went into sea and played frisbeeee. hehe and built sandcastle. hehe. end up everyone was wet including those like lin and shiwei who didn't intend to be wet... play beach volleyball in the late afternoon. SUPER NICE. ahhhh!!! then went vivo play water!! hehe. went toysrus and the guys got guns. and then went to long john :D super fun day :D

fri: omg did beep test today. thought we were playing netball for team bonding -.- cheap my feelings. haiz. then training was .......... monotonous and ahem... went to help package choc then WENT TO GET MY TWO DWARF RABBITS. omgomgomg. one is brown and sleeps everywhere in any position and it eats non stop and it's quite dumb so we named it sleepy dumdumb. then the other one is white and pretty and princessy. but princess is such a common name so princey!! omg i am like cuddling it and hugging it and went to buy all their stuff which made me spend 174 bucks. hehe. but the shop keeper said the rabbits cost around 80 to 100 bucks each if we were to buy it from a shop :D HAPPY. LOVE THEM. bringing it to rox house!! hehe

loves them. AND POLBY.

ahhh. got back papers... not tooo badd but not good either. FREAKY char and i got the same marks for maths (initially) and chem!! AND SAME MARKS FOR GRADE 8 THEORY. FREAKED OUT! and ah.ha, pastlifetwins. how cool is that -.- with jiahe exclaiming how cool it is to get similar marks, since sec 3 -.- haiz... that's what happen when you get STUCK together for 4 years straight!! TABLEMATES IN SEC ONE?! i didn't even know that!! you didn't exist in my world, neither did i in yours :P hehe.

stupid cough, postponed my 2.4km to next week. everyone's running 13 mins... i'm SO SCREWED. the medicine isn't helping much. though it's spaz to eat like 4 types of medicine in one go... like for phlegm, throat inflammation, antibiotics and gastric. tooty.

was SO HAPPY YESTERDAY. FIRST TIME IN 2009 that i watched tv!! went shopping with my mum and ate at bakerzin again :D then went home to watch survivor, and this super touching and nice korean movie called brothers (i think). I ALWAYS THOUGHT bro and bro relationship is DAMN COOL. not that sis-sis relationship not fun but the thing about 'DIE TOGETHER' is just so cool. haiz. WHY AM I NOT A GUY. ok nvm. all the great shows... watched till 3am... then went to sleep waking up at 6AM!? for open house briefing -.- didn't go for club training today cause i went to help out for bocce. was fun though (:

WATCHED BOYS OVER FLOWERS. i'm sorry char!! but jap guys are TOO SCRAWNY. just looking at them makes me uncomfortable. hmm.... chinen is not scrawny so i shall kindly accept your idolism over him. (don't even know if there's such a word) okay, so i watched the korean version. i still think jerry yan is shuai-er, but kim bum is SO COOL. i just have this thing for guys with small eyes. but not sleepy eyes -.- like MESMERIZING. okay don't mind me. OH AND I LIKE BAD GUYS. ahahaha. AIZEN. okay he's kinda old. but i just like rebellious and fighting type but those who are loyal towards their friends (: but not ah beng lar. i sound so weird now.

hope next week can pass quickly... with all the business about open house and 2.4km and lots of stuff that i have actually forgotten. haiz. char we are freaky. although that used to happen to me and soph. i think we had enough of each other!! shall run away from you :P

long week

haven't been updating!! nothing interesting happening nowadays. MY LIFE IS SO BORING =(

anyway, had three tests on monday. bio phys and ss. screwed bio. like totally FAILED but heck liao lar. i even went for my club training on sat with my notes. but end up not even touching it :P by the time i reached home i just died and slept. lol. didn't really study for it, but even if i did i bet i'll fail it anyway.

dunnoe when i started coughing... but went to school on tues. boring day. me and char were just so bored and unhigh. managed to get pass it and did the 5 stations for pft. wasn't awesome but thinking that i haven't been training, or that i didn't even practice for it (not even in pe lessons), it was okay lar (: poor char, don't be so sad over your standing broad jump. the first try was warm up but second you got the timing off. but who cares!! you just needa know you can do it well if they gave you a third try (: oh ya.... the whole class got really depressed during physics... haiz, really make me think that life isn't that long afterall. should just cherish whatever we have now. grades aren't everything...

had mep test on wed, but didn't go to school in the morning. was choking at night :P mep test was the usual... but the les mis songs just GOT STUCK IN MY HEAD. it's so nice (: i wanna get their soundtrack (: my essay was crap though. i'm like crapping up things i don't even know if it's true. and wrote only one page.... went to find char they all before mep. they were complaining about how the class made mrs wong so angry... sometimes i pity her. she's trying her best already... didn't miss much though since wed we have free block and it's a short day...

went to school on thurs... physics and maths teacher not in school. during bio i was reading bleach... me and char slept during cle... and rs was normal... so practically just went to school for nothing...

didn't go to school on friday either... was planning to play squash with jiayi after school and pass her her presents. and meet up with cuicui to gayify zhiyuan's present. and grab my geog and eng file :P so i smsed char and bunny to help me pass my geog file to ruchi (: but i was so bored at home and had nothing to do since i have nothing with me...

AHHH, i was so excited about YESTERDAY. i was like HOPPING AROUND AT HOME. seriously!! practiced piano for the whole morning. but got bored of my exam piece so i just took out ALL my books and randomly sightread (: my sightreading improved!! hehe. packed my bag for extra clothes and shampoo etc to bathe after squash. didn't wanna go to zhiyuan's house stinkily. went to have lunch with the ladies (dunnoe what) team in my club at clementi. was aunty linda's treat (: had jap food. POOR BECKY SPRAINED HER ANKLE and she can't play for league!! =( luckily there's yinwen and others to take over (: talked for like an hour and stuff then went to singapore poly. persuaded yin wen to come afterall (: played three matches and stuff. waiting time was just chit chat!! talk non stop about anything (: ruchi and i just go crazy when we think about how nice the uncles and aunty linda is!! and CUTE MR YANG. ahaha. i start pestering yinwen when i got bored. and she just kept laughing -.- haiz. BROKE MY RACKET. the uncle i played with does lobbb serve!! and SO NICELY DIES. tried to get it but end up whacking it at the back wall.... didn't realise it cracked until end of the game. haiz. went to bathe and stuff then rushed to zhiyuan's house.

it was fun and nice to see everyone there again!! but most of the sec 4s just talked among ourselves. with the guys in another group and the sec 3 girls... urghh always forget zann is a sec 4 too. bleah. rens and cuicui both fell -.- and scraped their knee... but wasn't too bad or anything so hope they recover. got zhiyuan a SUPER COOL laptop bag with PINK ribbons on it (: the guys got him two puppets or sth. i dunnoe their names :P so yeah. ate curry bee hoon, his mum can cook well man. then ate cake, took picture. then watch the movie (i just can't remember the name) and zhiyuan had to warn us for gross scene like the arm spinning in the machine... but i still opened my eyes at the wrong time... saw all the gross stuff. and he bluffed us sometimes!! and forgot to warn us sometimes -.- such a helpful person... but anyway, thanks ryan's parents for sending us back to jurong. then went home. SO TIRED. but hate it whenever my dad goes on about squash... every time i reach home late after squash because of private training or school training or club league. he'll just say how it'll affect my studies. and when i tell him about my string snapping or broken racket or paying up for private training he'll just say how squash is useless and as if i'm gonna be a national squash player and stuff. he just thinks that badminton is the best since he plays it. he hasn't even seen a squash match before. never seen me play either. he doesn't even know that squash racket is heavier than a badminton racket -.- haiz. heck about him lar. obviously i'll try to get every ball. what's the point if i'm gonna give up retrieving the ball if it's near the wall to prevent my racket from breaking. bleah. shall just use my own money to get a new racket then.

prince or head???

running out of colours to use :P

having mep again... jiahe buggine me to update -.- so i shall please her :P sorry for being mean in school!!

anyway... as usual!! busy week!! reaching home at 10 plus 11pm! but club league is just so superly fun (: LOVE IT.

dunnoe if i should stick to violin or change to viola. so confused. but since i like lower sounding instruments i should convert to viola (:

played squash before coming for mep. luckily the sec 1s didn't have training in school courts. jiahe dee and i went to hit, and end up laughing more than playing squash -.- super funny, laughed till no more energy :P the school court soo soo slippery that i went to pick up a drop shot and totally slipped lar!! but my shot was nicely placed at the corner!! hehe, quite cool, just that my leg went hot after that, also dunnoe why, but not pain. just laugh until stomache lar. play for like 1 hour then super tired from laughing, so just stone at the squash courts till 2.50pm.

SO SAD SERGIN'S COCONUT JELLY WENT OUT OF STOCK. thai's thingy is AFFECTING US. OH NO! anyway, ORA's coming, and shall go around finding my friends' booths!! shall drag char rox and jiayi along :P

i should totally be composing my sonatina now since i gave up on my fugue...

so bored!!

dinos are cute, especially those that are stuck. so you better don't be so mean towards it!! i think sergin got the same one as you :P REPLY MY EMAIL ASAP, waiting EAGERLY for your reply! don't oversleep your evening nap -.-

bleah nothing much i guess, since things i'm crazy about isn't suitable to be written here :P

see ya then =)

shall start writing in short paragraphs...

HECTIC week. horribly.

was so bored the previous week since there wasn't any squash training for me. finally started training this monday. training was super fun. the school team players are having a break for 3 weeks, and Mr yang is gonna start training the sec 1s. so training's with ms joanna now. she's good i can say (: like going to every single court once in a while to check on our strokes etc. mr yang believes more in independent learning, since we are all sec 4s already. anyway, omg i did drills with melissa. she is so crappy can. i hit the ball low then she ask me to hit it higher -.- then when i lob it then she says it dies -.- TROUBLESOME LAR. but i laughed NONSTOP. maybe because i haven't been training for AGES, i felt weak after ONLY 30 FEMALE PUSH UPS. what the... i'm SO SAD, i'm gonna start training again!

so after training ended at 5pm. the uscs and scc people ate dinner together, actually not really. the uscs people ate at subway while scc ate at yakun or sth. so i was smsing rox. and telling her how i screwed up my bio and geog. omg, I NEARLY FAILED. when bio was my BEST SCIENCE LAST YEAR. AHHHH. and rox decided to buy me DONUTS!!! since she was a JCO at raffles city. hehe, i was lame to ask her to bring them to me then, thinking she would have thought i'm crazy but SHE ACTUALLY AGREED. ahaha, but i didn't have time, since i needa rush to safra for my club league. so i told her to bring them to me tmr (: SO NICE!!

reached safra toapayoh, felt like puking. ate too much at subway, shan't order meal next time. becky played a 4-setter, which lasted almost one hour (which is horribly long). and anelia and ruchi both played well, and played 5-setter games, which also lasted an hour. at least mine ended in 18mins or so. ahh, couldn't get my opponent's serves well, but at least i volley crosscourt it (: won 3-0 (: but so sad i didn't really get to play. anyway, it was a close fight and we won by count back (: WON BY ONE GAME. SO CLOSE. ended at 1030pm!! reached home at 12am -.- so freaking tired, and haven't touched my ws for maths though there was math pt journal the next day -.-

i was like a zombie the next day -.- was totally quiet and sian. and char got kinda freaked out (KINDA, since she is like the calm toot) like asking why i so quiet. then keep saying 'poor thing' -.- I CAN SENSE THE SARCASM! anyway, rox put the donuts in my locker and i was SOOOO happy and was like talking non-stop after that. ahahah, so nice!! the donuts are awesome!!! thanks!!! at least you did well for bio, so don't cry over history. i did worse than you for geog. hehe

yeah... then tues, is the usual busy day. photog, i almost slept during it. then private training... omg i totally panted only after 5 mins. i'm seriously gonna start building up my stamina. couldn't get the timing at all yesterday, grossed out. didn't play properly at all. at least mr yang gave us more static drills, or else i'd have missed every ball. after that, went for violin. stupid sis just quit on violin like that -.- and i had to go myself without violin and the books. but it was still quite successful, thinking that i didn't destroy my teacher's $17000 violin and $3000 bow. phew...

reached home at 10.40pm, and checked emails and stuff, and plomped to sleep. but still SUPER tired today. i shall go home and sleep after mep.

yeah.. i'm in mep now... supposed to be composing a piece... i shall start now then (: