great... haven't started on ANY PTs! urgh. haven't even read thru the instructions!! =( been thinking about my future nowadays!! lol. sounds cool but it totally isn't! just read a manga about medicine practice in japan... i have considered being a researcher, like maybe dealing with viruses or stuff in the lab, and now thinking about forensic science, more of crime scene investigation i guess... talked to the counsellor in rgs. and she kinda asked me why not doctor since my personality test kinda said that i'm one who can work while with people and not really suitable for staying in the lab. but seriously i didn't know why i'm just totally not receptive to the idea of being a doctor. just realised why when i read the manga. politics. as in it isn't prevalent if you're just a doctor in a small clinic. but obviously i'll try to work at some hospital with modern tech for me to practice what i want right... especially at those huge hospitals, i'm sure some form of politics exist. many dramas about medicine also shows the fight for higher positions in the hospitals, like sucking up to the superiors, and it isn't about saving patients afterall. experimenting on patients, or only operating on those that aren't that sick to get better results for their thesis. aya whatever!! just don't like this kinda stuff. defeats the purpose of being a doctor. anyway, charlene and rox both want to be doctors, so be those good ones!!!

brain dead after doing TWO FREAKING CHINESE COMPO. and omg i seriously have this serious problem with communicating to DEEEP people, can't be bothered to elaborate. later kena misunderstood again. haiz. AM I SO UNCLEAR? why people keep MISUNDERSTANDING ME. URGH.

last minute decision to go china find my daddy from the 19th to 24th july.... just realised i have graded competition (squash) starting on the 18th. bleah. waste my 30 bucks. nvm at least i get my shirt....

MY RABBIT'S DAMN CUTE. and roxanne teo you better go watch JUMP with me!!

haven't been blogging for ages. maybe it's time to change blogskin. BUT he's just too cute :D anyway, read jiahe's blog. omg she's like OBSESSED with gakuen alice. totally can't believe i was the one that introduce to her that manga. like SERIOUSLY, I DON'T LIKE NATSUME AND MIKAN HUGGING OR KISSING PLEASE!!! natsume is cool when he's a loner. whatever craze!!! ahahahaha. lots of stuff happening nowadays. my life is soooo happening unlike WEIJIAHE'S. anyway, actually it's all squash. no squash training for 3 weeks!! but i enjoy playing with ruchi they all then going for training. anyway club and private training funner, since mr yang is just pure hilarious. ok... darryl and bryan and shawn are totally retarded. should totally be doing hw now.... since start of june hols until now all the hw pile up haven't finish yet.

stupid green racket. buy you for one week crack liao -.- MY MONEY!!! squash's fun though. but been playing everyday that my wrist hurts now. AND TENNIS MADE IT WORSE. bleah, realised it's not really my type of sports, but still, fun :D yeah i blog once in a blue moon (pardon me for my randomness cause i'm talking to spaz on msn now) anyway, since many people who ask me about the subjects or cca i wanna take in rj will know that i'm going overseas soon.... everyone's making me emo!!! ruchi lar!!! tell me what league wouldn't be fun without me -.- then aunty linda ask darryl to practice using skype -.- AHHH. and becky giving that cute pouty face!!! and weijiahe being screechy and stuff. will miss squash though, since they don't have squash as a cca...

stupid random rox!! buy me jellybeans!! hehe :D and totally coincidental to see the guys at PS yesterday!!! ahaha!! took the same bus as rox lin sergin zhangjie cheryl today!! like omg so many people. lame me decided to go out with ruchi only after i reached commonwealth!! wanted to go back to orchard but she said meet at lot 1 so we went there eat. then meet aunty linda and darryl. seriously guys can eat A LOT. 1 FOOT ALSO NOT ENOUGH. bleah bleah anyway after that came home...

yesterday's game was crap. but thanks vanessa and yinwen for coming down and calming me down!!! played like crap... could totally have won scc.... but nvm... dunnoe what the hell i was doing man. couldn't get to sleep yesterday so i am super tired now... nice mr yang send us home. bryan's super cute!! ahaha!! he told me not to cry when i got out of court!! so sweet!! lol. but OH YA. AT PS AT THE TOP FLOOR GOT THIS WEAPON SHOP!!! got rifles and stuff!! me and ruchi got SO EXCITED but lee was like shaking her head non stop. GOT ALL THE NARUTO AND BLEAH STUFF. omgomgomg. HITSUGAYA'S and like RENJI'S AND LIKE RUKIA'S AND BYAKUYA'S SWORDS!!! so cool man!! i'm so going there again!!! ok. super tired. shall blog when the blue moon's up again.

end of emoness- i hope.